Friday, November 30, 2007
Omg I didn't get my pay today ): and clara stop calling me money face , I'm broke you see! hahaha . so yeah you've guessed it , went to work today after like a week. Work was like super boring , like seriously super boring! Mr Aaron wore like basketball shorts and tshirt and POUCH to work ! Omg so unglam I tell you.
After work , So irritated I didn't get my pay.Will get it on monday though. Went to meet Samuel after work at eunos there. Slacked for a few hours.Long time didn't see him , Yay! Then went to his house for awhile , watched some chinese drama he's addicted to.
Cabbed home at 11.40 I think.
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright
the memories have shattered 2:49 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
I've never felt this way in my life.I've never cried this hard before. Anwer, I miss you ): .
When I saw you at the hospital , lying on the bed I just burst into tears. Cuz, I never wanted you to go. Remember we were suppose to watch movies together ? But at least boy , you're not suffering anymore. You're in a much better place (:
I know you'll never read this unless there are computers in heaven and you know my url (:
ohhhhh Anwer , I miss you so much.
I still can't believe you're gone ): , All I can do now is pray, I'll visit you tomorrow . I hope uncle will be fine too. Everything just hurts so badly now.
I'm proud of you, I've never seen you shed a tear before. You were so strong, you never gave up. Neither did anyone around you.
Uncle told me that whenever he cried , you would say ; Dad , why are you crying , no one has died.
Remember the times you would complain you look like a chink, I miss that! I wanna hear you complain or speak , just one word ! please ):
Every day that passes is a day that I get closer to seeing you again,We miss you Anwer... and we won't stop ,cause we can't stop.
It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death
Rest in peace Anwer.
the memories have shattered 9:54 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
Omg , my mum is like nagging cause she lost a hanger , omg , She can really join guiness world record for most nagging! urghhhh. who would nag so much for a hanger. Now she wants to count all the hangers in the house . So loserrrrrrrrrrrzxsxxszssxzsxsxzsxzsxs!
Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I can't take it.Everyday I wake up to her nagging . I seriously need to runaway. Omg , if only I could just blow her nagging away. *POOF* and its gone ! omggggggggg noisy . Okay I think I'm gonna go out now . I need to get out of my house . Bye bye !
the memories have shattered 12:37 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
I miss the old you , you're totally different. Everything about you changed. Maybe its just me.Its like you're always shouting and getting angry for small things.Your vulgarities are getting out of hand!
Everything I do , its always wrong in your eyes . Sometimes I feel like a replacement. You don't treat me like how you used to. We ain't as close as how we used to be. I just hope everything will be fine soon , i just hope.
Maybe I've changed too , tell me , I'll improve , it might be my fault too .sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Cousin isn't doing too well too , hang on there brudder , you're strong (:
Gonna stop smoking, Patrick I promise and I'm sorry ): I didn't think you would care or bother, touched you are though.
okay enough with the emo post, today was super duper ultra fun . Didn't have that much fun in quite awhile cause these few days was mostly slacking and cards.
Meryl came to my house then we left for town with dana and best friend for now ( i forgot you're name). cabbed there . bffn was damn cunning , keep pulling my bra strap and I just knew you today ? what a nice first impression huh !? fareast then plaza then dana and bffn left . Met chun aik , sebas (ahgong), wilson and that sec 2 guy (dont know his name). played pool , only chun aik and sebas and I played. I won sebas !!!!! wooohooo ! i so thought i was gonna lose ! won chun aik too ! yes yes yes ! chun aik biggest loser = kiss treee !!!!
yay ! arshu winnnnnnnnnssssssssssssss !I'm super happy lah !!! its super hard to win sebas lah !
then walked to ps , settle stuff, yes settled , no more telling her to stop contacting me please,thankyouverymuch!
played the finger game ! it was super funny !!!!!!!!!!!! laughed like no tomorrow , seriously! the loser had to do forefit. damn funny !
wilson and chunaik were the losers . they had to fight in thr middle of carefour , where there was alot of people!
Wilson : WANT FIGHT AH !
Chunaik : Come lah ! scared what !
Chunaik + wilson : sissors paper stone action
damn funnyyyyy ! hard to explain , laughed my ass offf!
after that headed to the giraffe there , slack. chun aik , wilson and sec2 guy went in the water , sebas dropped chunnys sock into the water . damn funny ! then he was socks less. chun aik protected the other sock by hanging on his jeans. then when he walked , it fell and couldn't find it anymore ! suay ! he was meant to be socksless ! hahaha.
after that headed home with meryl . Sorry Sebas didn't take MRT with you . bus direct (:
pasta and brownies with icecream ! meryl must be happy lah , eat eat eat only ! thank you daddy!
Meryl's japanese warrior look - PRICELESS ! damnnnnnnm funnnnnnnny !
I'm laughing alot today ! laughing is the best medicine baby !
the memories have shattered 2:00 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
hello malcolm , I'm posting so be happy okay aunty (:
Munchy donuts with Charmain , Ryan , Russell , Weixian and Liana. Then town , met William , Mark (?) and Dom and some guy. Walk walk , boring as hell , went for work ! woohoo at last , but no payday ):
Oh yes I have one appointment ! Like at last ! woohooo ! Bus home after work , like super boring day huh and super boring post . I'm sorry , nothing much happened .
I'm talking to Meryl right now , so as I said , I can't multi-task , so bye !
the memories have shattered 10:48 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
okay I'm posting before Malcolm slaps/kills/stabs me ! alright so these few days has been fun but more of slacking than doing other stuff .
Friday , sushi day was a killer . Me and charmain had sushi buffet , so we were bored , so we played , we ordered everything on the menu after eating quite alot! Imagine after eating , eat again ! fuck ! was so full , vomitted .
After sushi , town with Meryl and Lim . walked around then went to Liana's house to borrow "I pronouce you Chuck and Larry". Home with Meryl . Watch it , talked to Meryl , picture , computer then she left (:
Yesterday , Town again with Meryl and Liana and Liana's friends, was kinda boring , cause Liana's friends mostly spoke malay , and my malay sucks so I didn't bother listening . Quite a long talk , then met ryan and I forgot who . Cabbed to katong . Meryl and Liana left , Ryan and I played pool ! wooohooo ! I won , Ryan I won ! he won 1 game ,I won 3 (:
Bus home alone , then had a freaking bad headache , urghhhhh , Meryl came over at like 9 plus . Some stupid , no logic movie which mad no sense.Everyone was just having sex with this women , dumb , seriously stupid.
about 1 or 2 am , we walked to 7/11 , tomyum noodles.
home , watched tv , computer and talked . heard some desperate person begging for meryl . It was super funny ! slept around 5 .
woke up , meryl was already awake using the computer . she left few hours ago! omg she looks super emo !black specs black shirt black skinnies and black shoes and black and white studded belt ! emoness !
okay , I think I'm gonna go for dinner soon , yay ! family bonding time baby ! long time haven't spent time with family , I miss family , seriously I do ):
I need to visit my cousin soon too ): I don't wanna be too late.
Tomorrow going out with Best and friends ! yay ! best I miss you already (:
Oh yes work tomorrow too ): yes yes , payday , like at last !
There you go Malcolm , I know you love me now, hahahaha. Have fun reading this oh so boring post (:
the memories have shattered 4:48 PM
